Hello, I know it has been a month since I posted something here unlike how I promised to post at least once a week. It has been a tough one for me over the past few weeks, I’ve got a confession to make.
These past few months, I’ve actually been travelling pretty consistently or so I think. I’ve been going up in the mountains and the sea and waterfalls. I actually have enough things done to make a new post once a week or even more, but I am in a crisis.
I have a bunch of stuff in my drafts and I just never have the time…. fine… and the will to have them done. It feels like I never have enough time to write down something and finish it. It seems that thoughts are just up in my head and doesn’t want to translate and go down on a keyboard. Ugh… this is just torturing me…. the urge to make my blogs better but somehow something is pulling me down.
I usually hangout in a coffee shop to finish things but over the past few “hangouts” that I’ve been I was just unproductive. Hey, am I blaming my self too much? I mean my laptop really isn’t working well and…. Okay I know they are excuses… I just wish that I could get my mojo back real quick, it’s almost half of the year and my posts are almost no where to be found.
Like I said I have been struggling with my blogs. I’ve been thinking of merging some of my blogs because it feels that I haven’t been paying enough attention to them… wait… I think all of them haven’t been getting enough attention… Oh well. I’m thinking of discontinuing my food blog since I have not been going on food trips since I started trying to lose weight though I have the option to turn it into something else. For my backpacker guide, I just don’t know what to do with it I feel that it does serve something else. As for brownmantrips, it is out of the question it will stay the same it is my altar for travel my trove of memories. Oh God I hope that I could come up with a decision within the week and yeah… I am thinking of going back in doing VLogs. There’s so much that I want to do and I just don’t have the time and money to make it happen. I hope that I could find what I really want to do most and do it best the soonest before everything comes crashing down. like this segment of this blog just one run on paragraph with no breaks what so ever. Ugh… gonna stop now.
Wish me luck